Friday, October 23, 2009
I dunno why but i just feel lik blogging.
i feel lik giving up cause i am so tired.
but i cant let those who are assisting me down
its like i wan this to end but i want more time
more time to be more prepared so i can do well
this is so ironic
3 more days?
i just wish i can get over it man
and my friends (for no reasons ignoring me as if i did smth wrong-.-)
i hope they will change back their oldself.
and stop being so compeitive.
its not good u noe.
i hope they can see this cause i really need them
but too bad this 2 weeks they just disappears
telling others." she got tuition what"
-.-
lame excuse man, i also not so kiasu
book all consultation slot right?
everyone wants to do well,
how can u all be so LC to treat ur friend like tht
just hope everything will become the same
" since your friends lik tht, you might as well be better off without them"
this is what my sis told me and others...
btu i am sure, there are some good sides of u all
that i will not let go
sadly our class is falling apart because of your stupid fcuking attitude
of calling ppl extra
and being so self claim and so clique-ish
i tell you what, this is so deprive alright?
and i can use my hand to count the num of ppl
going to class chalet
i was smart not to pay this time (:
whats the point going, if u noe u'll get ostrasize
and you'll have ppl saying
" walao i dun lik her sia, she also not in clique, why follow us? self invite sia"
was FCUKING FCUKING mad when i hear this
sounds familiar?
this is what typical brainless LC ppl will say
anw had a good chat with rach ytd
she's right,
look forward (:
cant wait to go out with her jy n sm sooon
its lik damn long since we go out... sec2?
hahas
toking to them is so much easier because they understand
they arent so sensitive and bimbotic.
i wonder if i'll still gg with sya and edna to shop
its like we're hi-bye friends now
maybe because everyone is busy
i hope so...ppl change right?
i can frankly say i miss toking to tim and caleb
but sadly i have no rights now.
maybe gradnight will be the last time we'll meet?
unless they'll ring me up someday.(pigs will fly if they do)
venting all my thoughts is really working
cause firstly i wont be so hypocrite infront of ppl
and secondly, i can concentrate on my work later (:
3moredays yuanyuan!
it'll be over soon.
why is reality so harsh on human beings,
when we cant accept it.
