♥yyuanyuann

Friday, October 30, 2009

To all my beloved friends,
hang on alright???
everything is gonna end in a blink of an eye.(-.- i dun even noe what am i toking)
just like this week ^^

I GOT MANY MANY GOOD NEWS TO TELL
ahhhhhhh~
Cant wait to spew out all of them after o's!!!
i got many weird dreams this week
and its really reallyyyy weird-.-
i dunno what on earth is my mind thinking>< ahas but whatever! anw, cheer up syahida(: (although you wont even see my blog) P.S can someone tell me when is class chalet? i got no idea when is it...lols

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

THIS IS A GOOD SONG CAUSE ITS MEANINGFUL (:

UGLY-SUGARBABES

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

I know its tough

but i got to face it.

its only the 2nd paper

and the only way

to go through this process alone

is to ENDURE.

I dont care how others are going to treat me

but i clearly know that in the midst of examination

everyone is not themselves

even for me

i know i didnt ignore them on purpose

theres a reason behind it

although i cant be put into any picture of any clique in class

but im still happy (:

because i know i got friends around me who still supports me

thats enough.

i cant be so clique-ish right?

cant be too greedy.

i always BELIEVE things will turn out for the better

and it is for me now.

so i wont be despondent over the fact about what had happened

its just an ordeal god has given me.

(:

Friday, October 23, 2009

I dunno why but i just feel lik blogging.
i feel lik giving up cause i am so tired.
but i cant let those who are assisting me down
its like i wan this to end but i want more time
more time to be more prepared so i can do well
this is so ironic
3 more days?
i just wish i can get over it man
and my friends (for no reasons ignoring me as if i did smth wrong-.-)
i hope they will change back their oldself.
and stop being so compeitive.
its not good u noe.
i hope they can see this cause i really need them
but too bad this 2 weeks they just disappears
telling others." she got tuition what"
-.-
lame excuse man, i also not so kiasu
book all consultation slot right?
everyone wants to do well,
how can u all be so LC to treat ur friend like tht
just hope everything will become the same
" since your friends lik tht, you might as well be better off without them"
this is what my sis told me and others...
btu i am sure, there are some good sides of u all
that i will not let go
sadly our class is falling apart because of your stupid fcuking attitude
of calling ppl extra
and being so self claim and so clique-ish
i tell you what, this is so deprive alright?
and i can use my hand to count the num of ppl
going to class chalet
i was smart not to pay this time (:
whats the point going, if u noe u'll get ostrasize
and you'll have ppl saying
" walao i dun lik her sia, she also not in clique, why follow us? self invite sia"
was FCUKING FCUKING mad when i hear this
sounds familiar?
this is what typical brainless LC ppl will say

anw had a good chat with rach ytd
she's right,
look forward (:
cant wait to go out with her jy n sm sooon
its lik damn long since we go out... sec2?
hahas
toking to them is so much easier because they understand
they arent so sensitive and bimbotic.
i wonder if i'll still gg with sya and edna to shop
its like we're hi-bye friends now
maybe because everyone is busy
i hope so...ppl change right?
i can frankly say i miss toking to tim and caleb
but sadly i have no rights now.
maybe gradnight will be the last time we'll meet?
unless they'll ring me up someday.(pigs will fly if they do)

venting all my thoughts is really working
cause firstly i wont be so hypocrite infront of ppl
and secondly, i can concentrate on my work later (:
3moredays yuanyuan!
it'll be over soon.

why is reality so harsh on human beings,
when we cant accept it.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

OMGGGGG!!!
HEAR ME OUT PEOPLE.

studies more or less done aldy
just gotta memorise my freaking hist and ss
and that is the killing part!
practical tmr):
gotta be at my best man!
THANKS TO EDWINNN!!!!!
found this damn conducive place to study
and coincidentally saw my pri sch friends
hahas they so funny!!
jiayou alright???

ALL THE BEST FRIENDS!

remember our date (:

i hate it when ppl try so hard
but end up acting like a loser.
fcuk up with you...
get a life pls?

Monday, October 12, 2009

AHHHHH!!!!
2 weeks to o's.
very very very scared..
Went airport to study till midnight ytd.
freaking tired sia!
Lucky ting touch down earlier.!
OMGGG she's back!
THANKS FOR ALL THE GIFTS(:

i dun like it when people are against muggers when they are one..
ironic?

Friday, October 09, 2009

Last Day of SCHOOL yesterday(OFFICIALLY)
omg i cant believe i am saying this...
my journey in TMS has ended and now is time to move on
i can say that i have some regrets but its too late to change anything aldy.
only left with 17DAYS to mug and thats it.
I believe there will be chance of meeting up with my school mates
and i hope we wont forget each other.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE FOR O'S!

WE'LL SEE ONE ANOTHER SOON(:

ITS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE,
BUT WE HAVE TO.
MAKE NEW FRIENDS,
BUT DONT FORGET THE OLD.
KEEP THE GOOD MEMORIES,
DONT THROW THEM AWAY.
DONT TURN BACK,
CAUSE LIFE STILL GOT TO MOVE ON.

Jiayou everyone!!!

Monday, October 05, 2009

O's coming,

i am still scared i cant make it.

gonna make full use of the 2 weeks of study leave to prac!

omggg i cant wait for all these to be over

ting at Tokyo now. hope she'll have fun!

people only learn to treasure things when they know they're gonna lose it.

i am not gonna bother anymore,

cause it only hurts me thinking about it.

thanks to S.S.S.R (: