here i am again its another tiring saturday spent tution at 3:15, but as usual overslept-.- dance was nice, glad things are progressing my confidence of getting gold is getting bigger. you can do it juniors! 4 more dance lesson and i am OFFICIALLY STEPPING DOWN from dance ;((( sob sob. this week has been a tough week. fighting against my emotions, wth~ sry and thx to syahida for everything
really confused on how life can be so unfair. i wish people can be smarter in the sense of judging ppl this way, lesser conflicts wil occur that * is getting things her way. some of her friends are loyal to her and she gets everythin her way even after what had happened. maybe i am being jealous that my circle of friends arent stable this is giving me a sense of insecurity. what should i do now? maybe life will be easier and more peaceful after i graduate. frankly speaking, normal tech friends are way better than express friends they are not as sensitve not as complicated and they are so much nicer and understanding so what if they are NT? they are still humans. 10 more days to syf 25 more days to midyear exam.