although the rank is high, but i expect much higher cause i have put up alot to have my last oppurtunity as the best. well,i am pretty much in a bad mood now. i am vending anger on my family members and i am sorry for that. they shld noe better tht i cant control my temper well...
things really dun alw go according to plan and what i expect to get. i am very angry with myself i cant impress others and i am one lousy whore i studied so much but in the end i still didnt do well for my test i keep blaming myself but is it the right thing to do? i really must face the fact tht i am in this alone so i must really be stronger and i must really work hard. so stop putting pressure on me... or i will explode soonn.. you're only seeing things from the surface... kampate yuanyuan!!!!!
met up with mingsong on fri after dance he still haven change and i am catching up with him in terms of height!!!! hahas.... watch all well end well such a lame show and he laughed super loud! the person stupidly gave us couple seat but one thing good is... there is so big space to qiao jiao!! next time take couple seat very big space... today had meeting at opsg left ard lunch time and met gillian and went airport to study did 71 MCQs on QA got a b4 for it so kinda satisfied ;D but i really gotta work harder... more updates!!!!
