♥yyuanyuann

Saturday, February 28, 2009

if only i made the right desicion.
i dun think all these will be happening.
i believe in KARMA now
its all not abt me but *
so i can choose to be sad
or happy.
this feeling its damn*
but i think i noe what i should do next
cause everything i do now,
it wont be a mistake.
know it and do it.
shall not go much into details.
all the "best" to *
haha.

dance in the morning
saw yeesee on the way to school ;D
miss you!
very fun when miss jackie is ard
i think i can say we finished half of the choreo
for syf.
now only worried abt costume props
and positiong ;x
went eat ice kimo with joan,peng&jarrold.
went GIANT for lunch with mum grandparents &jin
super tired. walked ard for an hour
slept when i reach home cause mum said
i am suffering from
"not enough sick" illness..
hahas keep forcing me to eat vitamins.
NO.
hahas...
i have many things to rush but so little time
tmr going east coast park for picnic
maybe its a wrong timing for me to relax?
i still got 5 test next week.
DAMN IT.

Friday, February 27, 2009

out with shaan for lunch today
so glad to meet her agn
when will it be you shaz???
really really glad to have two good seniors like u two
;DDDD
i pass my amath test!!! wee~~~
clapclapclap;DD
tution when there is no dance ;( no life!

i dun wanna care anymore
all the stuff i heard
to bad if i am * abt you...

Thursday, February 26, 2009

ilovethem;D

finally a nice photo with him ;DD

didnt get much sleep ytd.

end up having bad headache, a little fever and swollen eye ;((

went home after amath test.

lucky i knew how to do.

or i will kill myself!

study so hard and if i end up with nth

its like..." oh damn it!"

gonna rest now and have tution later.

peace people!

thanks kristee, cheerup syahida,its okay weixuan ;D

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

so much had happen in just a few days
i am sure a few of my friends will understand
thanks for being there for me
and encouraging me to do the right thing...
test,test&&&& more test coming up.
just a few more weeks to march holidays
time sure fly fast!!!
really got to cope but i feel very helpless
i wanna study but always clueless on what to study
and how to study.
i need consultation soon...
really got to be strong to overcome all these.
TMR IS OFFICIALLY 8 MONTHS TO OUR O LEVEL 1ST PAPER!!!!!!
damn it... ;((( jiayou everyone!
syf also another thing i am worried abt;(
progress is super duper slow.
omg, pls let me breathe for awhile god!
i am STRUGGLING :x

gonna study for amath test
wish me luck peeps! ;DD

iloveJLWN;D

Saturday, February 21, 2009

what a "nice" day...
suppose to meet edwin at tanah merah@10
but my plans are all ruined by my mum
wtf.
i wasted whole day not studying
idiiot...totally suck
so dun blame my fault if i fail my test
bitch.
woked up at 9
and sort of quarrelled with my mum
for 2hrs..and she didnt give me a definite ans if i can go out
fcuk ma. totally piss off.
when she said i can go its aldy 11 and edwin had gone
to study with his teammates.
i didnt noe how to do any of my amath
further trigo and it really piss me
cause i tot i could get help from my friend
but my mum keep stopping me
iamreallyveryfcukingangry.
then mum brought us to tamp mall
and wasted all my time there
she got us a new plan and phone
but i wasnt excited.
piad $100 for W910i???
a phone i hated most...just treating it as a spare phone.
damnit. when reached home ard4plus i couldnt concentrate
on what to do cause my plans are ruined
tried to study math and lit
but end up sleeping and then reading storybook
fcukfcukfcuk luh.
must chiong all my stuff tmr which is impossible?
damn someone pls save me from this
IDIIOT FAGGOT FAMILY I AM IN.
SERIOUSLY.

to my mum:
stop stopping me,
i know what i am doing
you showed me love and care
so what
i didnt feel them
you may think i am cruel
but just stand in my position
u will noe how i feel
i am having a major exam
tht i depend on it in the future
so just let me do what i wanna do
cause i have plans
and stop ruining it
FOR GODNESS SAKE
STOP IT.

anw, settleD some misunderstanding with teri and jingyu.
hmmm, i wonder how changes in someone will make
someone hate someone....get it?zzz
its normal for ppl to dislike someone though.
at least i know the truth before i come to
the conclusion...
no more misunderstanding..;)))

i am going to have a even more busy weeks ahead.
olvl date out aldy-.-

mon23/2-learning barrage 3:30-8:00 (crazy shit.)
tue24/2-dance/maybe tution
wed25/2-dance 4-6(thx to those who cant make it on sat.)
thur26/2-tution
fri27/2-dance
sat28/2-dance(9moredaystoUCC.)
sun1/3-study

damn it give me some rest god.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

the thought keeps staying on my mind
and it disgust me.eewww!!!

anw, the start of the busy week was fine cause we
had 2 free period. jus keep talking and talking.
i think i gain weight
after valentine's day, all i do is
eat,drink,sleep. and is all chocalates& sweets
thankyou to those who gave me gifts.
its fattening ;x hahas...
i hope i score for my chem QA test cause i studied really hard.
gonna wish for the better for the rest of this week
scp chairmain and 2 vice-chairman results are out
not very happy with it but wish them all the best ;D
my lovely juniors, KAMPATE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHGONG, TAUFIKKK&&&&HUIIYYIINNNGGG!!!!!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

ahhhh so awkard lah!

congratulation cousin ;DD

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

i've been so tired lately and i dunno why
baked cookies for my friends from at night
till early in the morning on thurs
didnt haven enough sleep ;((
BREAK OUT ytd was damn nice!
its funny and laugh till cry
hahas! ate dinner at simpang bedok
and cabbed home
sry ms, suppose to meet u but
i am too tired ;x
next time i go find u ;DD

jingyu came my house today to study
taught her quite a num of stuff
and learn quite alot myself too
hope she understands!!!!!
jus came back from wedding dinner
met my hot twin cousin;DD
awww~ they are so humorous but i dun dare to tok to them
cause got adults there
hais! damn it... how shy i was! lols
next time see must talk!!!
anw, i got take pic with them;D
but kinda screwed ;((
tmr gonna chiong studying
celebrating ahgong bdae tmr = no time study
shit man i really wanna but time.;((
i wun be posting too often cause i need to study...
;DDDD

Sunday, February 08, 2009

KEN.

hahas.. thanks to boss...

Saturday, February 07, 2009

although the rank is high,
but i expect much higher
cause i have put up alot
to have my last oppurtunity as
the best.

well,i am pretty much in a bad mood now.
i am vending anger on my family members
and i am sorry for that.
they shld noe better tht
i cant control my temper well...

things really dun alw go according to plan
and what i expect to get.
i am very angry with myself
i cant impress others
and i am one lousy whore
i studied so much
but in the end i still didnt do well for my test
i keep blaming myself
but is it the right thing to do?
i really must face the fact tht i am in this alone
so i must really be stronger
and i must really work hard.
so stop putting pressure on me...
or i will explode soonn..
you're only seeing things from the surface...
kampate yuanyuan!!!!!

met up with mingsong on fri after dance
he still haven change
and i am catching up with him
in terms of height!!!!
hahas....
watch all well end well
such a lame show and he laughed super loud!
the person stupidly gave us couple seat
but one thing good is...
there is so big space to qiao jiao!!
next time take couple seat very big space...
today had meeting at opsg
left ard lunch time and met
gillian and went airport to study
did 71 MCQs on QA
got a b4 for it so kinda satisfied ;D
but i really gotta work harder...
more updates!!!!

TAG ME PPL CAUSE MY TAGBOARD SEEMS DEAD!

Friday, February 06, 2009

oh wells they say picture speaks a thousand words
so i shall just post pic.
lazy to go into details!
i flunk all my test
total failure man
hate myself lah?!
anw bainian at my hse was super fun
although i am a bad host.
gambling with coins is so cute lar!
anw i am starting the busy week
and had been sleeping aed one or two plus
in the morning...siann
hahas yuanyuan!
kampate ;D

you will be free
when all things end....