SELEMAT HARI RAYA! AND TO ALL THOSE YOUNG CHILDREN...HAPPY CHILDREN DAYS.
this week is a short week in school and the last week my dearest senior coming to school. they will have exam leave like until exam then they coming back ;( sad sad... i will miss u all!!! anw exam was okay for me. didnt really feel disappointed except for ss. i didnt finish sbq. fcuk la i got mental block i suddenly forget how to do inference?! piang! nvm..also... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST LIXUAN!!! although i am not very close to you... but i still love you ;DDD hahas!!
i was looking through my diary and i realise tht my life was full of exciting things happening everyday. but now, my life totally suck. its not like i wanna think it this way. but seriously, i realise i made the biggest mistake in my life to know ____________. if this didnt happen, my life will be much happier. i really2 miss those ppl who treat me very nice and like dun care abt my bad points. i miss hanging out with gale. i guess now both of us are in diff world so its hard to go back to last time. the fun tht we had. i miss u girl! i guess sometime its better if u trust urself and not be soft hearted. i am alw so stupid tht why ppl will take advantage, they complain to me and then in then its my fault. please, to all those friends, if u really wanna tell me stuff, dun tell me stupid stuff tht u will want me to comfort u. i can lend u a listening ear, but dun crap ard with me just to hear more news abt other ppl. i am very2 superduper straight forward, so if u think i am not fun to hang ard with or u will get hurt by me easily, u are alw welcome not to be my friend cos i hate hypocrite and stuck up ppl. dun say u love me just for the sake of saying. cos i know tht some of u is xi guan cheng zi ran. u may think i am being rebellious, but its none of ur buisness cause if u aare not happy, dun come talking to me then. stupid ass.
and and, if u dun support me in learing this, why do u act tht u agree in front of others. i am sick and tired of ur naggin. u alw want us to concern u but think twice although u are our m,do u really deserve it? u keep blaming us like d, do u even noe we miss him or maybe i miss him lik hell. afterall, he treat me very good when i am young. im really2 tired holding all this shit in my hands. stop adding more cause i dun like it. u said wat someone can go crazy anytime. and if i really cnt take it. i will become one one fine day. i am not being sarcastic.
dun ask if i am okay, casue obviously i am not. jus leave me alone. even if i say i am not okay, what cn u all do? i really hope to have very very sincere and good ****nvm abt this... i am gonna learn drum finally!! after exams ;D
