i am very tired aldy. i dun wanna be someone who alw help ppl and then in the end get bullied. whats so goood abt that? excepte for the part i help ppl ;D i once had this friend, he was damn innocent and he isnt those very stuck up kind. he will ask to call me to chat on the phone and we will tell things to each other easily. he is just like one of my best friend and he is humble last time. as u all know, ppl change as time pass. Now, this friend of mine wasnt the person i once knew.he is very stuck up now and very arrogant, he insults me and dun care aabt ppl feelings and just say watever he want becos he know that now, he is someone everyone know. and now i dun treat him as my best friend but a friend who i am reluctant to have. i regretted helping him when he got problem and even regret treating him as one of my best friend. omgg. i think he sucks now but i just cnt find someone to tell things i wanna say. except for _____. Now, i dun trust ppl ard me and i dun trust having gf and bff anymore. i will just have normal friends. even if u tell me u caan be trusted, i wun believe u cause everyone break promises. even if its you, you or you. i just realise that you me an nth to me aand u dun need me in ur life. pls go ahead and dun turn around and say u need me cause you dun, you will make me hate you even more. life sucks being in 3/7 and i regret choosing this combination being in this class. nvm i shall not go further cause i am wasting my time typing all these and thinking all these, i should be stuying. >< cnt wait to transfer to another sch and it better be asap. ;DD lucky i alw have t by my side everytime ;D I AM GOING a7x CONCERT!!!
