Sunday, September 28, 2008
finally get to blog.. alw blog half way my irritating mum will keep nagging at me and then i forget to save my data and shut down the damn com. -.- anw just to update abt last week. it was kinda cool ;D and i really wanna emphasize that i hate ATTENTION SEEKERS and i dun care if u are my closest ever friend or watever shit.. i just haate it. anw, monday school was alright, didnt fall asleep!! yay. pe was fun cause i finally get to play captains ball after 1234 months. In 2v, we will play cap ball everytime. i really miss 2v! after sch got verma 1 hr remedial. omg she just cant get the fact tht she cnt teach i bet tht everyone is lik gonnaa fail hist or maybe trying very hard to memorise all the points and stuff. -.- we really dunnid the remedial verma, cos it soooo doesnt help us. after remedial, decided to go take sm handphone with her. haikal and ashraf followed first. stupid haikal break fast. bought fries and drink and go to the block staircase and sit. woo we tok like for 1 hr waiting for edna and jy. omgg is so funny lar. ashraf stories really make sm laugh until she keeps hitting haikal ~~~ woohooo.then jy and edna come. bus-ed down to simei to get sm phone. ashraf went home. went east point aand waited for sm to get her phone. and we all played very lame games. we played the pinching game and the haikal hitting yuan2 hand the game. ouch to the max. lucky the pinching game i only kena once!!! yay! then head down to tamp after sm get her phone. we did something very stupid while goin to tamp.we tot the park connector goes to tamp so we walk. in the end we found ourselve back in tanah merah-.- ard the expo area. its like so isolated.. lucky there is a bus stop nearby. the bus took super long so we all zilian over there ;D super fun! hahas. pic later! took bus 2 then bus 10. went tm and then sm edna haikal bought their dinner. went to a nearby void deck to eat. we made alot of noise man. haish. home sweet home after tht ;)) fun day indeed. Tuesday oh tue started with phy and totally hate _ teaching. he just cnt teach la. 3seven got those teacher ho cnt teach us well obviously we wun learn well. wun be surprise if we fail our sciences. i know tht it will be hard. hist lesson agn lar and i was lik omg shit. lucky i survived. tue nth much happen leh.. went mr siow after sch.. long hours of studying man. Wednesday wed, i didnt go school cos I was partly sick and partly wanna study for ss for the next day. went meet wes then go bedok eat breakfast with hy,chang,wes. stupid mf go drink and then cnt make it. pangseh kia. hahas. breakfast was funny funny. get to suan chang and he is a total retard lar. saw borris and his gf. woo lala! but when i shout his name he was lik B: " eh, what the hell are you doing here?" y: " what the hell are u doing here then." B:" eat breakfast lar" y: " i eating aldy." zzzzzz. stupid conv. he is retarded lik everytime? i dunno how t stand him during jamming.nvm saw pak siong at inter and he told us what happen last night. funny~ board bus 14 and we crap alot on the bus. and talk very loud too. after tht my friends go sch ler. and me, i go home ;D and it was like !@#$ when i go home. took bus back and then it started to rain cats and dogs. -.- didnt bring umbrella and was stuck at the busstop for lik half an hour. lucky i got bring my ss notes with me ;D went grandma hse after tht. help her with her groceries when we go shop n save. maggie mee for lunch and watch camp rock kinda cool.studied after tht and wow! i finish chapt 4.. hahas. yay!! next day exam. Thursday omg the horrible day... 3 papers in one day. wth?! killing us directly lar. alot ppl forget bring their jacket. its damn cold inside the hall. but i like it ;D hahas. ashraf was sitting beside me. i told him if i sleep he must wake me up cos i will sure fall asleep during eng paper. lucky now, everything is over... yay! next paper is chinese. haish. eng paper 1 was alright lucky i finish 15min earlier! eng paper 2 finish on time. ss paper- sbq suck. didnt finish i think i will fail. haish ;(( shit but my essay i wrote quite alot. hahas! northern ireland... mrs siow at 7 after tht. science -.- friday sch.was.like. BORINGGGGGG..... alot of ppl nvr come sch or maybe a few come super LATE. hero man. hah! phy lesson was lik wth?! _ shout lik no use lik tht lik we scared of him. i think teachers think tht when they shout, student must be 100% scared. but sorry i dun think it work. its just ur voice go louder thats it.... a math lesson was !@!#$%^ i HATE MR BRADON CHOY! he suck to the max. just becos i nvr bring calculator, he make me stand wtf??? fcuk him man. stupid mother dog. nb tmd. heck care during amath lesson its lik his tokin to bull shit. cos everything come out from his mouth is shit. and if he call me aunty agn. his gonna die cos i dun like it. i dun care if i shout fcuk you infront of his fcuking ugly mopeng face! go die u hairy chest freak. i will sue u one day. erm ,maybe no.lunch-ed with jillian after sch. omg waited for bus lik 25 min?? then colleen msg me " bus 10 will only come at 2 today." zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. lucky jillian and i smart enough. we walk to bedok centre and enjoy our lunch. bonding session with her man. we really tok alot. hahas, very nice tokin to u jillian! ;D mrs siow and mr siow for 5-6 hrs?? wow nice! absorb alot of info ler. hahas. cool! thanks ahmad for the cookie and msgin me ;) it been a long time my friend! saturday/yesterday woke up very late ard 12? then went lunch at century square food court. as usual-.- then went off to ps with t, aunt,sean,borris,bh for the sb road show. but stupidly, we reach there late and it ended aldy. alamak. t and h very sad.. awww~ shop ard in carrefour while t tok to her friends. suppose to follow her and her band mates ard. bought a grey fbt and dance pants, omg i really very fat man.;( bloody fats.!! hahas went carls junior wait for t,borris and bh to finish their food and their toking session with the sb ppl. cab-ed down to harbour front for their performance. the ppl there is like nice lar. although i am just there to support t. hahas! going with them is really really fun ;D they sure noe how to crap alot. hahas! performance was cool man! they rock the house... stupid borris keep using his drumstick hit my fats. hahas. yy keep eating lar. "i think watever is crispy is nice leh" hahahahahahahahas. omg he really pig leh. eat alot. aunt came down to meet us. thx. cab-ed down to aljunied to meet mum. then we went potong paseh to fetch "holiday" hahas. stupid name. saw k!!!! omg cool ;) ate supper at high class mac and yess i said jokes until t and i laugh alot. j was like erm okay tht kind cos the jokes are really2 lame!! yalala~ tok till midnight man. reach home was lik 12 plus ler. i am really2 not in exam mood. mtl paper on mon leh, shit! pictures! very little...
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
i dun like it when ppl make t angry and make t sadd. lucky she is happy and loved now ;)) today not feeling veh well. went breakfast with ednaa in the morning, sihui woke up late!!! sian=/ nvm at least i enjoyed the conv with her and the wanton noodle. yumm yumm ;D felt veh disturbed by the guys who is sitting at my area but rest assure i shall not go on... still going on with my studies and i am only scared of hist currently cus i dunno what to study -.- lols. tution-ed 2 hrs again today, another one tmr. oh my i am not going school tmr. shit i feel guilty but not on purpose ;( gonna do blood test tmr hope everything will be alright oh yess i cn accompany my grandmaa ;)) gonna mug tmr while resting and tution too ;( haish cnt wait for exam to end. yay! and to you, pls give up cos i wun reply to whatever u say. i am sorry.yuanyuan
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
i am very tired aldy. i dun wanna be someone who alw help ppl and then in the end get bullied. whats so goood abt that? excepte for the part i help ppl ;D i once had this friend, he was damn innocent and he isnt those very stuck up kind. he will ask to call me to chat on the phone and we will tell things to each other easily. he is just like one of my best friend and he is humble last time. as u all know, ppl change as time pass. Now, this friend of mine wasnt the person i once knew.he is very stuck up now and very arrogant, he insults me and dun care aabt ppl feelings and just say watever he want becos he know that now, he is someone everyone know. and now i dun treat him as my best friend but a friend who i am reluctant to have. i regretted helping him when he got problem and even regret treating him as one of my best friend. omgg. i think he sucks now but i just cnt find someone to tell things i wanna say. except for _____. Now, i dun trust ppl ard me and i dun trust having gf and bff anymore. i will just have normal friends. even if u tell me u caan be trusted, i wun believe u cause everyone break promises. even if its you, you or you. i just realise that you me an nth to me aand u dun need me in ur life. pls go ahead and dun turn around and say u need me cause you dun, you will make me hate you even more. life sucks being in 3/7 and i regret choosing this combination being in this class. nvm i shall not go further cause i am wasting my time typing all these and thinking all these, i should be stuying. >< cnt wait to transfer to another sch and it better be asap. ;DD lucky i alw have t by my side everytime ;D
I AM GOING a7x CONCERT!!!
GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS PPL ;)
PEACE,
yuanyuan
Friday, September 12, 2008
ahhh~
i got 2 major things to say but, i just dunno how to put it.
lets say the bad news first ;(
1)i took bloody 2hrs to change my blogskin and i suppose to study...shit~
2)i am scared and worried about my family health and i only can sit aside and do nothing. i really wanna help them.
3)i had some emotional problem the past few weeks cause of ___. (nah i wun say the reason)
4)i am gonna flunk my chem test cause i was careless -.-
5) There is only a few weeks till exam and i am still not in a veh mugging mood.
Now, the good news;)
- i recovered from my emotional problems
-i realise how important to be strong like i was last time
-my emath test gonna score with flying colors....
-i am happy that t is happy and found her______(3 cheers!)
-I AM MYSELF.
Its quite stupidd i guess but at least i get to say what i wanna say ;D i am not gonna be like what i had been for the past few weeks cause the feeling really suck and its veh exhausting. maybe my friends wun noe what i am thinking and i have gone through, but i guess they are thoughtful towards me. i will appreciate what i have now, before i lose everything i have.
peace.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
school was alright but havin muscle ache now. right side of my butt is pain!!! hahas, something wrong is weird with me recently and i dunno what. i am scared of smth everyday but i dunno what. ahh~~ this is so wrong can. omgomgomg! super stress now for final year exam. i feel so helpless without my tution teacher ;(( alallalaa. suppose to tidy dance studio today but in the end dunno where the dance teacher go, so in the end went home with joan and colleen. we crap alot along the way ;D veh veh funny! reach home, had a little tea break then went study hist. sian. i dunno what to study for facist japan. so complicated. gonna jiayou lerr. ciaos!
if my attitude towards you suck,
it is not my fault,
cause i dunno why i cnt control my emotion
and my attitude
maybe is all a misunderstanding'
but i think is better if we ________
awhile cos it will be better for you & i.
we shall talk after exam
and is not ur fault though.
good luck my friend.
i am not worth as a bff in ur life.
sorry.
This is me
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Sunday, September 07, 2008
i truly understand how it felt... oh yes thanks to ppl who tried to cheer me up. really appreciate all of the effort but sry it doesnt work. today, suppose to study, but in the end, i ended up sleeping and going out with my family. omggg tmr must jy ler. class tee was quite ok for me. if those evil classmate dare to comment abt it, they gonna get smack from me. no mood to joke with them though. from now onwards, i shall be selfish. No more helping ppl who need help. i wun be so stupid going all the way to payar lebar to collect and make class tee. waste of my time. and if the design suck, blame it on urself cos i aldy ask the whole class since May what design u all wan. and it is veh bad to leave joseph dimmick out. he is also one of our class mate right?fcuk off those ppl who are so selfish. bloody faggots. sch reopening and i cnt wait for examination cos by then, i will aldy be free.
dun feel like talking to anyone, and even if i do, so be it. ahhh~~~ i cnt take it. heck everything lar..
It's awkward and it's silent...
yuanyuan
Friday, September 05, 2008
hello to everyone..
i got no mood to blog and i dun feel like blogging for the next few mth. exams are coming and i am damn nervous.. does my result really matter if i am transferring sch?? super piss off with ppl who thinks they shld be treaured. wth~ if u have a life so great, go ahead with ur life...i dun even care anymore abt things called friends cause it dun exist in my world anymore. going to get on with my life and not thinking abt those useless friends who treat me like i am their spare tyre. i am not gonna help anyone with things they need anymore. so if u need help, dun ask yuanyuan cause rmbr, she is not ur friend anymore. she is just gonna carry on with her life and not bother much cause it doesnt worth it anymore... i will blog when i want to and watever i say,be assure tht u have no comments on anything i am going to write..not happy? FCUK OFF THEN. byebye...
you all dunnid to miss the yuanyuan u all use to have, cause she's aldy gone.
yuanyuan
