♥yyuanyuann

Monday, July 28, 2008

i should be studying now but i choose to blog cause i just cant concentrate on my work. i suddenly thought of how much fun i had last year with all my friends ;D and now thinking back i think i didnt keep my promise with them and even treat them veh badly. i am so very sorry. i noe things change but i just so wish i could go back to the past and turn everything back. all the bitching, rumors. arent they part of life? i guess ppl will get sensitive to it easily if the target is you. =(( but things can be solve easily just by being open minded and think the right way ;DD

i broke the promise with sm. I promise her last year that this year, our friendship will not fade and also we promise to go out with each other after school if we got time. but things didnt work out the way it is suppose to go. tution and tution for me and then now busyiing with studies. wth? i miss her to hell shit. i really wanna talk to her again like how we talk to each other last time. i wanna go shopping with you again and go watch movie at suntec as there is the first place i went out with u when i first noe u. i really miss the old us and hope that everything can get back to the old times. sorry for treating you so badly, shouting u so badly, so what if i am an exco? i shld work tgt with you lik how u helped me last time when i just came into sport captain. there is so much i want to say to u but i just dun feel like typing it out. i hope you are reading this part of the post as it really for u =D i know we tried hard to go out tgt u tried hard to secure our friendship. thank youuu very much for doing that. thats why i can still trust u till now. you helped me get over alot of trouble and i am happy for u there for me whenever i need you. i reallly really love and treasure u as a friend ;DD

school was alright today ;D i only slept awhile during emath and chem cos the lesson was abit boring ;( hahas! ohh slept at 1:30 am ytd. i finish watching er zhuo ju er wen lerrr!!!! the show was damn cool and touching lar! shucks~ i am goin to watch more videos next time.tawain drama series rocks! intro me with nice one plsss ;D hoho. didnt get back chem test today. wth~ sadddd. oh after school talk to mr ho and miss honey abt cross country and then have exco meeting for awhile ^^ ended exactly at 2 pm!!! went to eat subway with jillian and yonghan =x yonghaan was like a pig eating so much. foot long leh. then eat until damn unglam -.- hahas he is so self centered wth?! jillian cant stand him tooo! hahahs took bus 38 with yh aafter tht. went home. did 40 sit up and push ups .... awwww. i am getting fatter if i dun exercise ;(( studied phyics and still mugging now. got to go ;D watch super band later! yi shi jie all the way .... old folks home on wed and ndp prac tmr !!! weeee.... last prac ler =( jiayou!

♥ i cnt hesitate..

Sunday, July 27, 2008

things are not going smoothly for me. things are just like happy go lucky -.- shit i am getting worried. forget to update my blog cos i was busying watching 恶作剧2吻 ;DDD its damn nice! i love taiwan drama series !!!

WEDNESDAy

suppose to eat with kristee they all for breakfast, in the end because it was raining heavily, i was held back =( taxi came at 8:15 but i reached sch at 8:55. gosh wasted my money can??!! $15 leh! siao la... after sch stay back for awhile and then went back home. Did some worl and then continue my show =DD piano lesson after that!...

THURSDAY
i was so sleepy can? quarrelled with china bitch and the insane math teacher. i was doin tht for justice! hahas... tution after school. (on the verge of quiting the tution). sanyi brought me back thx!! she bought me clothes from korea ;DD i love her!! back home study and drama series agn!

FRIDAY
wasnt really a good day for me either! although it was the last day of the week. wooo~ today we had 20 min earlier recess!!! 3cheers! first time this year ever had recess tht early. english lesson suck man i hate tht teacher. hope she is gone soon....!!!! after sch there is chi remedial.. sian=/ liu ying confiscated my phone becos it rang. wth~ cant stand china bithces. like to comment on singaporean students then dun come and teach in singapore la. go back to ur own country! dance was okaay. had a dance battle seh!!! cool~ i really hate her. nvm went home after dance watch drama series then dinner ;D

SATURDAY
today, woke up damn early in the morning. cant go school for aces, mum dun allow=( studied physics, topics that are goin to be tested. then went to tm to find jillian and suying. sorry for being late! wanted to eat sakae, but things were ex, then we headed to seol garde, it was crowded and it was ex oo. then we decided to go AJISEN. ate tom yam ramen!!! wooo goody goody! after lunch, jillian went to meet rukku, suying accompanied me to buy my leg band =D sawatika! we ate icecream too! then went home to study and then watch drama series. suppose to watch hancock with yonghan, sinpong and ziteng, but in the end timing was different so din meet up with them. dinner with family at 6. wooo went to this japanese restaraunt. 2nd time been there =D it was at ehub 4 th lvl!! then we went for a little shopping then off we go and watch "the dark knight" which i think it wasnt that nice. after the movie went to teasire for supper! wooo i ordered caramel milkshake! yummy ;D took pics with aunt and sis. lazy to upload though =p really had fun! went home after that. i think there is smth weird goin on with my mum that she dosent wanna tell us. what is it mum? what is it?

♥ i will wish to know the truth.

Friday, July 18, 2008

what the hell is goin on here?
guys going for weird girls, girls bitching about each other. omgg. the world is goin upside down... school was alright, had mass eating today. ate with jillian today, i love her man she is like so nice can. for those ppl who dun like her, pls la anyhow dun like her do u know how nice she is? food wasnt that nice though, the rice so sticky but it makes it easier to eat =D hahas. amath test was crap, i screw up alittle^^i hate mr choy. zzzz afteer school, went eat lunch with siewmei,jingyu &lydia. ate fries and pokky. jacob got no balls same as haikal. pls if u lik someone pls be sure u noe wat to do to the girl or they will hate u. hahas. daance was lik shit gerrad scold me for no reason and not only i do can... wth~ nvm anw i did nth wrong. steps was alright. went eat donut and durian icecream after dance with huiying,lixuan, valerie and sherweine. woo goin get fat man. sabina, takecare kay? hohos. went home and tok on the phone with sueying and kristee n jillian =DDD love there lots. celebrate chishuen's bdae and then went home. omg i ate 4 durains... awww~~~ talked to syafiq after that then went to shit ;)) watch yi qie wan mei.. gonna sleep soon... night ppl!

she is making my life difficult but i am a girl more than you know. i wun regard u as * unless u respect me. thx for being so fcuking bad. bitch.

♥ still wanna talk to him...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

only slept in chem class but i noe what was goin on. Omg i jus know some news that freaking freak me out lik fcuk. pls have more taste cn. she also not say veh good. Haahas anw ppl have diff taste, gd luck man...emath test was okay for me yay i know how to do the ques =DD after school got cheer judging which eventually no one came-.- then went dance for ard15min. aces din do anything jus instruct some ppl to help me with stuff =D then go reckee with mr ho and other grp at east coast park. Before i board the bus, there is a commotion at the npcc room. there was a small fire. zzz. went east coast park note down some impt notes. went home after tht. took 31. 2nd level was empty. slept on the bus agn and i drool alittle opps! lols. met ting and my at cs bubbletea shop. went home tgt. mingyang ate his subway at my hse and its was lik freaking tempting. i love subway~~~ suppose to eat with sm de. =) walk home tgt then did my own stuff. finally get to do my own stuff =D must go watch later at channel u.9:30pm my blog, my world ;D hohos. that it for today...and i think that it will be better if i dunno some facts that freak me out esp the one he told me. gosh thats so low classs..

♥ i am still thinking of u...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

things did not turn out good on friday night. My father called me at the wrong time, after that i was scolded. My mum screamed at me right after i put down the phone. she ask me to move out of the hse.Next day went tution and i sibei no mood. thx mf for talking on the phone with me although it was late at night. u are really nice =D thx verene too... she really comfort me until i think tht everything happens for a reason and i shld bear with it as it is just an obstacle in life. thanks. ndp show 2 after that. waait there freaking long till our performance. i hate all the i/cs, they ask us to do but in the end they are the one making mistake cos they nvr do. wtf~ go dieee larr. fireworks was awesome and i really think that my life isnt tht bad afterall. mum fetch me home and every thing went smoothly after thaat. sunday, did my hw and then went to tm to shop for my lit book. in the end every stall din have tht book, so goin tm = go shopping. lols ~ anw celebrated chishuen and wu yi bdae its nice being with family being so happy.

Monday,
school was fine. manage to finish the card in time but din manage to take a shot. hais... yess!!! i din sleep in class on mon =DD after sch, meeting with mr ho and ms honey then went down for tution. Woo she treated me durian cake, durian and she make me lunch =) maggie mee char mee. niceee lik fcuk . ^^ went back grandmama hse then watch fei chang superband. aha er zhuo ju out!! finallyy~ damn china la they all. ohh mama bought me rum raisin ice cream from haigendaiz.. dunno how to spell but ya... awww ~

Tuesday,
school was alright, din really sleep in class, wanna sleep but cannot sleep. hahahs. school ended one hour earlier =) assembly was nice. dunman high came to perform cool... DSA agn and gerrad was really strict maybe he wanted the best? After tht dance prac he taught us a new num. but i dunno the title of the song. ndp after tht. ate with khaiqal and yonghan b4 goin to ndp. din really do aynthing during the prac.went off slightly earlier with innyee. cnt wait for sat to perform agn wee~

Today,
school was fine but i miss the bus in the morning. lucky wasnt late for sch was super tired man. met siewmei to tok abt the cheer thingy. shouted at her and i felt very guilty. sorry girl u noe i dun mean it. >< lit test was a horror. i just wrote watever i think is correct. opps. i wanna score for lit, ss and hist cos i think its the easiest to score. =D hist, i finally presented my presentation. ^^ after school, cheer round started. went off at 4 for daance. left the studio at ard 4:45 and then went home with jingyu. we went cs to buy icecream, in the end it wasnt open =((( ahh~ then we went shop and save to buy my cup noodle. she bought ice cream from swensens in the end and she choose the wrong flavour. =x hahas. went home after that and watch the last epi of da chang jin. niceeee.. went piano lesson after that. was super sleepy la. !! diao. came home mum bought me subway. oh yea she is making me fat le. sian =( nvm ohhh i think i am in ♥ with * agn. godness he is my * man. ahh~ Miss him alot. anw # viewed me on friendster!!! aleh lu yar! he is hot and nice but then he can consider to be my uncle. he is lik so much older than me =(( sad. but hes nice anw. okay sleep time. night!

♥i wanna be like you...

Friday, July 11, 2008

here to post agn. well things have not been goin smoothly i say.

MONDAY
rush to sab hse early in the morning wanted to join hsm in the end nvr join. aww~ brought jin to mediacorp. was waiting there for freakking 2 hrs for the supporters to come. -.- synpathy did great but still got chance for improvement.went home quite late. lucky there is eugeniaa, or i will have to go back on my own.

TUESDAY
school was bad, i keep sleeping in class and i dunno why i am so lethargic nowadays. no dance today but there is dsa ppl. audition with them, they are veh nervous but some were good =D rush down to ndp after that. was kinda tiring though. thanks for the present lena and kristine...loves...bought starbucks with lena and kristee..we crap alot. kristee is in love with whip cream ^^ took train and kristee make us made new friend. thanks to sheeka shirt, it's damn hilarious.... reach home late and slept late too....aww~~

WEDNESDAY
suppose go school at 9 but in the end we went school early for meeting(x-country). sian choose the wrong ppl for comittee.stress* i am not a selfish bitch yeong siewmei!!! i was just doing my job. 8:30 at learinging hub and mr oh said aalot of crap... was veh tired.! slept in class agn. omgg i am called the 2nd xuanjun in class. godness...nooooo! after school got aces and freaking alot of ppl nvr come. wth~ and pls use ur common sense, how can u call for a meeting when there is aces prac, so what if u are exco, doesnt mean we hve the rights to call for a meeting and said its not compulsory.plss use ur brain and be more humble. went to police station to identify **** abt last year case. it was damn cool but scary also, the one way glass part was scary, the guys inside was standing there so serious...lols. rush to tution after that. freakin long sia bus 5. nbbb!!! cannot stand it. after tution, went for piano lesson. yongyuanyuan just have no time to rest and she is very happy that she still got time to sleep. i hope i caan talk to someone who i really wanna tok to... i am freaking fcuked up!

THURSDAY
was very tired when i woke up. i was freaking piss off with my chem marks. i hate caleb like hell and i am serious. he is a fcuking show off and i am sure * agree to that. i try to get lame so tht i wun be tired in class aand it is also a way to distress. after school aces agn and a short meeting. although communication wise wasnt so good, i will try harder next time. i hate ppl to show me attitude and so pls stop showing ur fcuking attitude towards me. i hate it, and if u wanna do everything u cn do it urself then. wtf ~ i am rushing here rushing there... got dance got sports cap. i am trying to cope and u ppl keep giving me trouble. i feel so relax in dance cos i can laugh with ppl i love =D sabina, inn yee, hy.. all my gfs in dance. i love them lik fcuk. they are so nice. went to eat ice cream chef after tht. there is rum raisins! blue eyes was there, i think he look more like power ranger. hoho.... i love disturbing yonghan! went tution after tht. waited for bus 5 super long agn... ahh~~~ if u dun like me just say, dunnid to be a hypocrite.

TODAY
super cold in the morning. waited for siewmei to come school so that we can collate our info for cheer competition. lucky i ran down and ask jh to change in time!!! i freaking have bad moods nowadaays and i dunno why. i hate liuying to the core. !!! stupid china teacher, cnt even teach properly. ppl nvr cheat then say i cheat wtf is ur prob can? cbb! thx jacob for asking me to chill. jillian and yonghan too =D after school got remedial, then went jenny for lunch with sihui and joyce. dance was okay was tired after awhile... went ice cream chef ltr agn. aww no blue eyes. hoho. he's not tht hot whaaaaaat..... went home after that.watch replay of superband. synpathy was alright whattt!!! yi shi jie the long hair guy is hot!!! lols sheng lin tie lead singer was cute tooo!!! alright shall not go further anymore. gonna sleep soon.. nights ppl!!!

♥ jealousy is smth that makes a big diff.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

My birthday started off well.I was on the train with sheeka when the clock hits 12:00am.Suying was the first one to call me and then she sang bdae song for me. thx girl i love you lots!! thanks for the sunflower from all of them!on the train, slowly msg come in liao.reach home kinda late liao and it was 12 plus. got a small bdae suprise from my mum&sis. =D thanks alot. i really love and enjoy it!pictures later...
woke up ard 11 and then head down to raffles to eat sushi tei! nice... bdae lunch from my mama ;D then went to shop and tht the part where i hated most becos it was freaking boring. at the end, i bought my skater shoe and hoodie from NEW BALANCE. bought 2 tank top from dorothy perkins too. ohh i bought a swim suit which i look fat in it. gonna jian fei b4 i wear it.hoho. celebrate bdae agn at ahma hse with cousins. they were really nice. thx sean for the prezzie! love it =D mama promise me to buy me a skate board & *. woo~ i got angbao too. bdae ended quite bad cos of some other reasons. one of it was becos of dance =( shall not say all the emo stuff. =DDDD dunno how to continue ler... SUPERBAND TMR! JIAYOU SYNPATHY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY &YOUTH DAY!

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thanks to all of u for the birthday msg!! wooo~

♥the world is spinning for me...