many things had been goin on and i am very worried... i soo wish i can help but i waas jus there standing, feeling daamn uselesss. i stood by her bed and wanted to cry....seeing her in such pain.. my heartache lik ****. glad tht its over and she's fine... results last week and it totally suck... i nvr fail eng b4 i now i fail until i got last in classs -.- suck asss.. ndp training till my face become black. under the hot sun sia... anw i think we will have fun =)) off to germany in like 1 day time?? gonna miss dance lesson and 3 training for ndp =(((( sian.. i miss gerrad dunno how to pack my stuff. lazy to packk. today my last lesson of bboy =((( saddd. gonna miss larry and mich... dun feel lik doin anything nw. i dunno my i really dunno hope this trip can let me loosen up...really reallly very siannn...