Tuesday, August 28, 2007
hard to think about it again
super piss off.
to think about it, i really think is hard to find one very good friend
when i say some may say i forget about them
but i didnt. although you all were there for me when i needed you
but i jus think that i m jus not your type of friends
i m being restricted.
i m verry busy.
i cant mix ard.
tht's all now there is so many things
happening but i jus dunno how to tell you all
my memory is fading as day goes by.
i dunno what is happening
friends pls ignore me for a period of time.
my temper is losing.
i get angry easily.
unless you can make me cheer up i dun mind.
guess u should noe what i mean
my days are numbered.
"how to save a life"
listen to this song please!
iloveyou michele
happy birthday
takecare of your sea monkey !!!
hahas
lovelove!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
pictures!!!
haha so long ago ler
abit blur but nvm!!!
judith;natalia;jonathan;me;ting;kenneth
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk off can
stop giving me all those stupid msges and let me tell u i wun
be tokin to you forever.stop all the nonsense.
come on lah i wun even fall for a boy lik u.
stop being so thick skin lah
andd friends out there
if u wanna help him
go on and then dun come tok to me
if u are my friend u will help me but not him
cant u even tell the diff.?
woke up 7 plus ytd
was late to meet the dancers
opps.hahas
went speed post
singaporean is soo kia sue
early in the morning long queue aldy
wth.ate breakfast wif joelle amanda elise hy
got msg frm syahida need go sch at 11
den rush home
in the end dun have wth
slept until 12 plus,den went to fetch my sis
ate lunch at my ahma hs
cut my hair and now is super short
wl ask them to keep the
came back home study math
den my sis brought her stead back
study awhile den i go sleep agn
slack
den aldy like 6 plus
mum called delivery ate kfc
stupid kenneth suan me tgt wif my sis
mum left go watch soccer
played audition
didnt even study after tht feeling guilty
watch css shawn won keely all the way!!!
yeah~~ hahas
did eng
went to sleep
suppose to watch secret wif bf
but in the end mum dun allo
too bad gotta stay at home
wtf
wat to study???hais science maybe
Friday, August 24, 2007
many things had been happening but i dun wish to blog.
although everyone got a choice
i choose not to?!
had been super busy this week sleepin lik 1-3 plus.
thx to all the irresponsible grp members
which dun wna to do the project.
wth lah super piss off.
tired now. tml thought cn rest but early in the morning must meet up wif the dancers
those in the competition to hand up
and i got to speed post the letter.
lame sia.
today thought i will fall asleep in class.
but didnt.slept super late and only had like 3-4 hr of sleep.
eng had test hope will be alright! andd...
mtl! miracle thx for studying hard yuan! yeah self praise!
got 62,improved succeed! yeah~~
hahas cant slack now. next subject to master i my science
got to memorise all the notes
tokin bout tht had test today and was lik
wth.so damn diff lah
fcuk miss lela
ccb siaa she attitude me, complain about u den u noe.
tok to women ytd on msn
helped her wif her blogskin
now the only project i need to finish is geog and eng!!
yeah....lucky only left geog.
hahas...gonna work hard for my studies and not distracted!
so near yet so far,
didnt tok to you like one week?
darling i hope u are alright
i m not good at comforting people
i'm sorry and i noe u cant tell me what is happening
sorry!jus remember i love you!
Monday, August 20, 2007
yupp...didnt blog for quite awhile and tags getting lesser and lesser.
ohnoo!!! hahas anyway..good news and bad wans too!!!
bad news first. joseph got the same shoe as hy. he was super angry.
but tt wan not my prob lols.
i think we are getting futher and further,
i dunno why but maybe becos i join sportcaptain?
im so sorry.if i pangseh u or anything
i did bad things to you
but i didnt meant it.i hope u are not angry kay?
loveya still!
i wun cry anymore.i jus wanna get a life!
siewmei;rachel!
i need u all now...i wan ur shoulder and let's go beach and shout and scream out
our troubles! i miss all of u! i m sure i was bad but i m gonna be better!
to mich:
sorry if i m not toking to yu and also we are getting further apart
sorry.although i noe u wun see this but i hope u will get to feel how i feel
i think she is much more better than me
and i m jus a useless girl who everyone say i m bad girl and she's good.
hah! nvm over is over.
maybe let jus be friend?good news!!!
yesterday went play captain ball wif ken's friends friends
was fun and we won!!
$100 voucher! yeah we will get to meet up and eat!
yeah~~ hahas.and i saw someone veh ** shall not say
omg i must study hard cos jc is hard to get in
i cant believe i saw him. hahas!
okok.nvm still gonna meet up right?
lols.yeah good news.! got msg frm some of them late at night
when i was died!
lame shit..veh tired lately need some rest
chicken essence!
hahas yess gonna buy my skinny jeans soon!
yesterday was fun yar! today in class peace
wl hy u damn high pitch ah when u nv scream lols..
hahs ashraf poor thing! lols...
geog did math.hist did hist.recess ate.mtl did notes.math did math.science fell asleep.r-math eat mentos.
am i a good girl?yesss!!!!
hahas today only was falling asleep in science class! dunno why maybe really too tired!
lols.but most sub i can follow!
maybe getting back chi paper!
but i think i wun do quite well.
must have confidence!
okay gotta study aldy!
studystudy tht's what i gonna do frm today onwards!
positive attitude to my studies!
Friday, August 17, 2007
phone with mongsong and jx.
hahs i had been staying up late at night
thx to all the h/w and project
now, the only thing tht i wanna complete is my literature
audition, was getting bored aldy.
gotta study hard.
dances on tue was cute.lols
candyman!
lols...today got chi test
i think this was the first chi test tht i was fully prepared!
quite confidence but may not get high marks
i hope i will get.the comprehension was super hard
today dance? nope no dance at all except dance a little at the volleyball court
dunno why they wanna go up there dance
attention? space?
maybe....lols but who cares.got back with shaz.waited wif her
went home!
gonna rest for today. it's a tiring week for me.
oh yar, ytd aces suck.
so many ppl commented on us
if hey so good den they do lor. -.-
hais.lame shit.lmao
i never had this feelings before,
i never thought i couldnt be there when u need me
when u cry, i wan to cry with you
dear, this is part of life,
i know exactly how u feel
i've gone through ut b4
i wan u to stay strong.i dun wan u to give up
everything will come to an end
if i can do it. you can.
trust me i will alw be there for you!
iloveyoubabe<3
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
wow
play audition until veh late at night sia..
hah nvm i'm noob.but better than changjie in level
fun but alw kana thrased
my life is full of audi now.
even i dreamt of it last night
like haunting me lik tht. wth
hahs
had dance ytd,kinda cool
but doesnt suite me i guess.
too cute to be true
guess i will not be bloggin often.sorry!
audtion &sleeping are loves now.
hahas.
needa buck up in studies.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
yesterday night spent like all my study time talking to him on the phone at night
he didnt even wan to talk and still ask me call?? wth is wrong wif him..
then later he was like sorry i sick ar so nv really tok -______-
nvm but tried studying today morning but got a bad headache.
ate lunch at grandma hs.watched CSI awhile then came home.
did jian bao,studied history...still need to study chinese
this means no more tv at night..gosh
needa study hist a little bit more and chi...
pls yuanyuan dun be so lazy...
bought two packet of green peas..
wanted to bring them to sch tml but in the end ate it..
hais...nvm ahmad and edna buying me !!!
yay xDD hahas...
studystudystudy that's what i m gonna do..
dun ask me out anymore
until after i got back my report card b4 sept holi!!
DATE WITH RACHEL LAI GO ICE SKATING TO HUNT FOR HOT GUYS!!!
hahas yeah---after exams!!!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
wednesday had telematch.
quite fun and the music was blasting like siao..
ohh. 2v didnt won telematch nor the singin thing
but we won the TMS CUP champion!! 2-o yeah!
love you guys! u all done our class proud!
was watchin movie when tim and caleb call..lols
weird! went suntec aft sch and watched "alone"
so scary and didnt really watch close my eyes lik half of the show?
lols.but the storyboad was interesting lah.
hahs.after tht ate waffle. backed home.
thursday.
national day. went to my aunt house
run ard4-5km ard the bedok resevoir.
took like 33:12 ?? to finsh hais stamina deproved
ate dinner ate coffee shop and watched ndp show
kinda boring i guess watchin it on tv
hais.nvm.went to tamp cc and played basketball till 11 plua
went home.slept.
friday.
went tution early in the morning.
didnt blog.went to meet sm;rac;paul;ahmad
studied at mac cafe.yeah`~ cool
green peas are loves x3
played arcade.went home
got cheated by the stupid greedy bus driver
paid like 1:10 for one bus ride?
"i m so sorry to let u all wait,it's my fault i noe sorry if u couldnt fetch her homesorry"
jus knew something.
she is like trying to msg everyone.-.-
lame shit. hais.stupid
reached home. ate dinner. basketball again
played till 11 plus again
this time sweat like shit.hah! but it;s okay
burn fats...gonna study soon.
today.
wokeup. packed my table.
waste so much time
now usin com and half of my study time are gone
omg. die. gonna finish all h/w by tml and today and revision!!
ilove you.
Monday, August 06, 2007
i feel like exploding
tht feelin is so heavy
i couldnt take it
i need you
i need you all
i learnt how to tresure
and not to lose anyone of you
please hold my hand and walk down the lonely path
i m walking now
cause it seems like darkness is coming
how vulnerable i am i dunno
but i m sure one day,
i will go mad
and will not even talk to my friends
cause i m too mad to remember who are they
please
i need diary
let me remember stuff
i wan my green peas!!!
keep holding on...
dun let it fade away
you know i love you
Sunday, August 05, 2007
yesterday suppose to meet RACHEL LAI and EDNA KHOR for breakfast @ 7
but in the end when rac reached there. i was still sleeping and woke up at7:15
Edna best, woke up at 7:45. hahas.den rac went school first.
bused to tms.on the way zaki came up on the bus. so we talked. hah his phone was
stolen by some cheap idiot...reached school most of them reached.started ACES teaching. omg i dun like to teach cause is so tiring lah...hais.damn-ed
but in the end did quite a few run through den left at 12.edna left early for organ.
went tm wif siewmei and Rachel.
searching for a place to sit and eat our lunch.rac left.
me and siewmei finally went fish.co. but in the end ran out.
"siewmei,one ajisen ramen is ten dollar buy two is $20.one fish.co is 20dollar"
den siewmei was like oh yar hor. lols den we ran out.
went to eat ajisen.talked abit.
den shop ard tm for like half an hour to wait for rac to finish her class
bought pink earrings! rac we bought u wan too!
lols...went cs.edna came.slack in toilet.met rac at tamp inter.
went downtown mac cafe to study.
wow ate mcflurry and fries yumyum
let's do this agn next time yeah?? lols
sm and edna left.
rac and me...those two guys behind are idiots keep on starring at our table
rachel is the victim..hais.
talked for the rest of the time until she left.
den sis came wif ken
went giant and had dinner.saw wesley and sabina.
ate their chicken rice and it was eeewww worst den the last time i ate it there
had diarrhea in the end..hais.went home
did dnt. he called..talked on the fine for so long..
awwwwmy phone bill.
i love you as much as i love my self.
but now
you are jus my friend =P
Friday, August 03, 2007
heyhey! we got into the audition! lols
tycho shit.early in the morning got piss off wif some idiotic guy
he so fcuk up sia
and sorry lah we didnt hit ur friends
and pls stop talkin to our class ppl
you're gettting them in trouble
you are the one at fault for not takin care of her.
nvm i will skip this...it's jus so irritating!
first period,eng quite okay not tht boring until i fell asleep
den was mtl..yeah i pass my mtl i cant believe it
although it will be more shoking if i fail
57/100...not tt good but will try harder on the 17/8
where the next test takes place
gonna aim for 60-70
no more 50+ aldy...it's way too bad
math was fun
ate my toblerone and my hand got sticky
gave up eating it in the end
was so pissed whe i cant find my hist text
so many notes written aldy lah
literature was okay..got to finish up script soon
after school
suppose go lunch wif rac and sm to pizza hut
but in the end stayed back in class alone to finish all my work
wow i m so guai now...it's a miracle!
reshvin came,den i went to look for chandra
yess dorcas i noe what to do for the A3 paper aldy!!! hahas.
went up class
resh left alone wif dnt only..so nice to be alone in class..
so peaceful..ohh den went dance studio did some dance
gerrad didnt come
i got crazy wif hanlyn,hulian they all.
talked to hanlyn
den junior came, talked to lx
know abt somthing
talked to christ too
wow talk to so many ppl....
zj an b talk to me too...wth
den went down to canteen tok to rac den sm came
talk talk until 4 den they went for netball
went outside library,shaz rac mich hy was there
do a little bit of dnt
wanted to meet lech but in the end didnt
went back early wif weixuan and one 2L girl.
lols...came back...tired
wow now the whole world noe abt gale and zj...
siewmei: darling dun be sad kay...it's not ur fault and dun blame urself
i noe u've been going through alot lately and i m such a bad friend who
know how to comfort you..i m so sorry i wish i was alw there to make u happy
but i jus dunno how...i guess i make things worst i m sorry...i dun think i m good enough
to be your friend....sorry ily!
rachel: thanks for listening to wat i had to say.although is not much but i jus dunnno how to say
the rest out.should i say or not? i want to tell you smth veh frank and pls ask me.i wan to
say a million sorry to you.pls forgive me.i dun mean it.jus tt some time ppl tell me things
den i got drifted away like brain wash..i noe since i noe u i created more trouble to you.
so sry.i think i wun make a ood buddy. ily!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
31072007
yesterday was the last day of july...
the school was bloody
everyone wore the bfc t-shirt that was red
eewww.....but the design was nice!
hahas
den a school was alright jus tt my short was oversize and was super irritating
blahblah skipskip...
1:30!!!yess no more IS
went to assemble in the hall to go ang mo koi hub
den our bus pass 2s bus...saw ednaa rachel jingyu taufik syahir
and syahir pointed middle finger..omg
how vulgar is he?
lala~ took some pics on the bus
reached amk hub
cool! 2L,2V,2S bus stop tgt!
the four 'B' yeah~~~ yar lame shit!
hahas wow it was super small when we reach amk hub
the place was small but in somehow we manage to squeeze everyone in..hahs!
tallest house of cards---in singapore hahas
den played some games---YMCA & ALIBABA
lols lmao..super spastic..
den paul zohri volunteer to go up stage and dance
eeewww they did aerobics..not dance
but in the end paul win!!! yeah~~~ go paul!
blahblah president came;ate choc tgt made singapore record by eating choc at the same time with the mist num of ppl...
den after everything end
i suddenly get so high
and i dunno why
went marona square wif sm rac ahmad zohri...
bought my topshop t-shirt!
rachel let's wait for sm to buy den three of us go shoppin tgt
wearing the same topshop tanktop!!! yeah!
wanted top buy orange but i prefer blue...
so it's alright!
ate ljs...horny look from ahmad...hahas
went back home and did my work!!!
today mornign woke up @ 6:30
did my essay and met jingyu
took cab to school cause my dad pay so it's okay
hahas...den reached school super early
science! i got all the formulae gonna study agn later..
me and yanling was like discussing throughout the lesson
for the community singin thing
i left my ruler in chem lab!!whoever see it return me pls!
den literature got this teacher-misschan came
not insulting but she looked abit funny
but it's okay she wasnt evil tht's all.
wow i spent my money for photocopying lyrics for the class
i bet they sure threw it all away
nvm
skipskip....geog tst got 12.5/20
wth so lousy...wrote like two whole pages
but got so lousy
nvm
ftct...did the community singin thing andd it totally suck like hell!
the class was like kpkb and no one wans to listen
when they need to stay back they complain
if u not happy den step out of the class den dun join lah
bloody hell waste my time only...
den got sc meeting but in the end i think cancelled or
postponed tml.
went to watch match awhile and went back wif rac and zohri
squeezed on the bus and got this weird lady keep starring at rac...
hahs poor thing..went for tution for 3 hours
learnt my formula!!!! yeah
ppl call at the wrong time...wth
during my tution i got lik 8 miss cal?
hais..gonna study..talkin on the fone later wif ms...
night!
